yeah today(fri) is quite a happy day(: haha whole day was dedicated to my family didnt go sch today cos it's my bro's convocation day which is grad day la lol dinner went to crystal jade w my family too(: so it was a fulfilling day!haha i have alot of thoughts aft gg to his convocation hmmx ok first when i saw him wearing the grad robe n hat i was quite proud of him u noe...as a sister,seeing your bro graduating there's this sense of "wow" v happy for him haha he may not have v fascinating results but i can see tt he put in alot of effort n i think his results really not bad yeah so maybe if u all have a chance to go to your elder sibling's grad ceremony,u will noe how i feel lol my bro studies com engineering which is a v tough course most students who study this are guys there are actually not alot of gals BUT! the most qiang student is actually a gal! haha yeah she was e first one to go up on stage n she got alot of awards i think she's super lihai our proud n honour! haha ok kidding
another person worth mentioning would be tis guy who is disabled he was in a wheelchair n when he came out from backstage to get his degree,e whole audi of ppl clapped for him if i were his parent,i would feel sosososo proud of him for him to have e determination to get this degree is really not easy to overcome all odds n strive on towards his aim regardless of e barriers he faces requires much much more than we can imagine i heard from my bro tt he got injured when he was army my heart ached when i heard tt no i do not pity him for i dont think he needs our pity rather e fact tt he suffered so much n could still pick himself up so fast really amazes me i dont think i will ever have such strong will n optimism when i look at him i feel so small n incomparable yeah he has showed to me tt u can do anything as long as u truly want to do it as long as u have e passion n drive i think im living in my own world when i meet w any probs, i will feel v troubled n worried but if i look further,i will see tt actually everyone in this world has their own probs n mine are considered insignificant compared to some others so e next time i meet w any probs,im sure tt as long as i try my best,i can do it yeah im quite inspired by him la im not good w words my gp super lousy so i may not express it v well but i really have alot of thoughts aft seeing him altho its like so far away cos i was sitting quite faraway from stage,n tt i only saw him for tt one moment,he really made me think alot i admire him,for his perserverance n courage im thinking if i was him,will i be able to do it too? i seriously doubt so actually he's really v strong...as in mentally yeah
ok during e ceremony,i also started to think tt in a few yrs time,i will be like e graduates graduating w honour n pride i certainly hope i will feel tis way when i really do graduate started to think abt my future ok not tt i nvr tot of it before but up till now im still uncertain which is v sad everyone shld have an ambition to work towards to sadly, i dont have yeah i hope i will find my dream soon im sure someday i will
PS:i think guys who noes how to cook are quite charming haha ok i think im watching too much of e taiwan cooking show which is hosted by zeng guocheng n qiaoen
in e world,u are only 1 person out of e billions n trillions of population do not always only think of yourself you are not e one n only look further think of how blessed u are not how unfortunate u may be stop wallowing in self pity if u keep thinking tt u cant do it,then u will nvr be able to do it like a glass of half filled water it's e way u look at things a glass of half full water is better than a glass of half empty water