argh today is a bad day for me.
was supposed to wake up at 8 for econs makeup in sch which is at 9
in the end i woke up at 9plus when grace called me
ohman so i decided not to go for econs since its so late alrdy
realised beeying overslept too
met up with her at lot1
ate lunch there
got the present by 4B guys
gola bag
yeah thanks alot ppl
i like it alot

after that walked ard for a present for liping
then went beeying's hse slack for a while before gg to cut hair
waited damn long there la
1plus hour
reached there at 4 in the end only left at 6plus
was quite piss actually
nvr waited so long to cut hair before

after that was supposed to go val hse to have a mini gathering
in the end winni was pissed with us cos all of us were late and she was alone
argh im soso sorry winni
i didnt even bother to call u and inform u i will be late
i thought u were with the others and didnt noe u were alone
i should at least have the sense to tell u i will be late
but i didnt

im sorry for making u wait so long for us
im so sorry for upsetting u ):

im selfish
im incorrigible
im irresponsible
i can come up with many words now to describe how bad i am
im a very bad friend indeed
i didnt give a thought of how u felt
i didnt care
i just took u for granted
i really hate myself for my actions
i dont deserve to have so many good friends around me
i should just disappear from this world
i cried on my way home.i felt so terrible for causing my good friend to be so upset.i realised how impt u gals are to me when i felt so depressed for letting winni down.i noe i have disappointed u.u are right to be angry.im so wrong.i hate myself.
i promise to care more for my friends and never to take u all for granted.im really sorry